I arrived at work a little early today, and made some Milo. Haven't had Milo in a while.

Band practice went well, we are now covering Ministry's "Burning Inside" and Static-X's "Cold". Cold is such a nice song to play, especially for me as drummer. Not very busy, but so exceptionally intense. I also supplied some lyrics for our instrumental, "Song 69", which from now on will be known as "Man". They're so different to what I'm used to writing, but it's good - Shows that I'm growing in the art of music, that I'm evolving as artist.

Marie, the ex, wanted me to phone her. She had something to discuss. So I figure, no harm. Speak to her. Am upset, she's been making shit with my friends who didn't want to be my friends anymore anyways because of her. So I phoned them and apologized. Henk's cool about it, thankfully.

Phoned Taryn after band practice was over. We spoke about half an hour, and I loathed putting down the phone. She has such a sultry voice. This woman drives me insane. My Dream Girl, Aœde (In Greek mythology, Aœde was one of the three original Muses {goddesses of arts and science}, though there were later nine. She was the muse of song. Muses inspired artists, musicians and poets. Alternative : Aoide, Aoede)

After taking Mo home, I got into bed (with hot water bottle, it was freezing), and sent her some SMS. One of them, I tell her how much I like her (which we've been doing constantly, but this was much more detailed). She responds that it made her cry. I feel incredible, because she didn't cry of sadness.

Fell asleep clutching a pillow. Pity it doesn't smell like her, that sure would have been nifty.

Today is overcast. I love overcast weather, everything always feels better. The sun is not in your eyes, it stays dark for longer, my car feels more cozy, and tonight I'm visitng Taryn. I'm hoping it will be cold, so she will look for warmth from me. Don't know where to go or what to do though, because nowhere feels good enough for her. I want to buy a castle, so she can live in luxury, and I want to drive a Bentley Arnage, so she will be in complete comfort.

I really can't wait to love her. It's so very selfish of me, but that the way it is. Loving this woman will be the final step to making my life perfect.

Anyways, sent out a memo to all the peeps in the office, we have received a new server and I was just explaining how things will be done for the transfer and switchover. All the expected downtimes need to be carefully planned. I'm not too good with planning, the IT field doesn't allow it, things always happen suddenly, so I never learned the skill. Taryn is a planner, so I had better adjust. Don't want to annoy her. Ever.

Just sent her an SMS, I reckon we should go out for dinner tonight. I do want to meet her housemates, but not while I want to spend to time with JUST HER. There's plenty of time before I die, the expectected lifetime of a South African Male is 70, so I have 45 years left to meet them. No rush whatsoever. Unless she gives me the boot, then I may not have much time on this earth. I shall surely die if things don't work out. At least we'll be great friends afterwards, or so I hope. That was her idea in a SMS last night - If it don't work, we hang out anyway.

Ooh, ooh! Found my ID book last night. It was in my drumming sticks' bag. Put it in there when we played at Six Pack in June, and I forgot it there. Must remember to do my tax returns before the weekend. And to secure my bank accounts on Saturday. And to start packing my stuff, since I'll be moving house. Very excited. It's closer to Taryn's spot than where I live now too, so everything's cool.

Jay Smith just phoned. Fucker want's to bypass the Windows DVD Region settings. Told him about DVD Genie. He's gonna be my neighbor. Also told him of Taryn, he's so happy for me. Told Hilda about her too, but Hilda is upset. She wanted me to date her daughter, but the girl is a tad TOO uptight. And she's blonde, don't want a blonde woman ever again, they're bad news.

Been picking away at this blog for almost an hour now, peeps asking me questions and what forth.

Looking forward to tonight.

Random thought of the Day: How long has it been, since Man has been Man?