It is I once again. It's a day until the mine closes for Christmas holidays. I wonder how many of these guys remember what Christmas is all about. To them, it's just booze, and food. Life these days, I'm tellin' ya.

There's this cool song, which I can't get out of my head. The band's name is RumbulFish, the song is "Far". Really cool.

Busy setting up Mandrake Linux, it's pretty sweet. Gotta get my mind off things that are hurting and bugging me, see.

This life sucks.

Really.

Random thought of the day : I'll live my own life my own way.

Once more, I have taken forever to Blog. At least, I have an excuse. It's nearing Christmas, and we also have a public holiday on Dec. 16th, so we had a nice long weekend.

My girlfriend came back from holiday, and she gave me some shitty news. No, she's NOT pregnant. But she did cheat on me. At least, not the "jump in the bed" thing, but she still made out with another dude. My heart is torn apart, and I don't know what to do. How many times must this still happen to me? Both my previous chicks did the same.

How am I supposed to feel? I have never done this to one of them, and this is the thanks I get. I haven't told my g/f to bugger off, but I got real close to it a few times. I was watching their house, so I pretty much tore her room apart. At least I didn't take it out on her. I still don't know if I should forgive her or kill her.

I'm a strong man, I would rip her head right off. Better if I don't loose my cool

Damnit, it hurts.

Random thought for the day : Love Stinks.